X means NO

February 18, 2010
I'm tired of this situation with X... it seems I'm just a fan of getting made to feel rubbish.

I've decided that the best course of action is to just not see him anymore, so this evening after getting in from work I called him and told him it wasn't working for me. To be honest I expected some form of a fight from him, or at least some sign that he cared - but no.. typical!

I realise my past few posts have been taken up with X and he just isn't worth it, but seems to be taking over my logical thought processes. Why is it that the only guy I'm dating who doesn't actually care how I feel is the one that I like?! I have to pick the one with the emotional capacity of an amoeba... story of my life.

It's like when I picked a pet rabbit when I was younger... there was the lovely grey fluffy rabbit who was nice and willing to be fussed and stroked.. did I pick that one?! NO...  I picked the small albino crazy rabbit at the back that was running around like a loon and growled whenever you tried to pick it up or give it some cuddles. Sounds like the rabbit version of X come to think of it...

Curiouser and curiouser as the white rabbit once said.. Oh well, off down the rabbit hole I go, maybe the mad hatter will be tall, dark and handsome?! Probably not, but here's hoping!

nwis x
 

Mr Buns

February 16, 2010
I have a date tonight with a guy who I'm now affectionately calling Mr Bun.. originally I had a date with him to make X jealous... needless to say X didn't actually care, or notice that much to be honest - just simply said.. 'oh, if that's what you want to do'...

So I set up a date with him, on this date he turned up with a batch of freshly made cupcakes... (gay? I'm not sure yet..) which he told me weren't 'girly cupcakes' they were 'manly buns' - hence Mr Bun after one of the BEST cupcake s...
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V Day

February 15, 2010
  It was Valentine's Day yesterday.. have to say, as a single person it's not my favourite time of year - but this one went quite well. Granted I had no cards, flowers or romantic gestures - but I did have a relatively nice day with my family. Spend it with those you love I thought.

I kind of hoped X might have picked up on the HUGE hints that I'd dropped, I mean they weren't exactly subtle.. I even said on Saturday 'what are you going to write in my Valentine's Card' - so it was fairly obvio...
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About Me


I'm a twenty something woman, living in the UK. I have a job, I'm relatively good looking, I can cook and I like to think I have a good sense of humour... and yet - I'm single. Don't get me wrong - I love being single and having my freedom - but sometimes I'm amazed by the things I say and do both in day to day life and in my encounters with men.. and when I say amazed I don't mean in a good way.

About Him


I'm a twenty something guy, living in the USA. I am a medical student, I'm pretty attractive (although my friends often tell me there are other attractive men out there, apparently), I'm fun and have a great sense of humour, I can cook better than almost every girl I've met, and I have a decent fashion sense - for a guy. However, I'm single. I've been told this may have something to do with my lack of patience, a certain egocentric streak, my often acerbic humour, or a penchant for getting drunk at inappropriate times or to an inappropriate degree when the occasion is acceptable. Perhaps all of the above.

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