Out with the old... in with the... de ja vu
December 2, 2010
I've done it!
OFFICIALLY... I have completely and utterly.. finally severed ties with X - I hope!
In my characteristically blunt and intolerant fashion I text X and said.. (and I quote) 'this thing with me and you - I think it's done now. You agree?'
Concise, to the point, hoping for some form of character transformation on his part that would turn him into the man I'm looking for. To noone's suprise the character transformation did not miraculously happen and he responded to tell me that I had issues and that it was like a 'mountain to climb' as we wanted different things out of a relationship.. Hello brick wall, I think we've met.. shall I talk to you some more?! My issue has never been that I want different things, more that I expect to be treated like a human being, not a toy.. clearly X is incapable of recognising when he's being a c.a.u.c (you can tell I've been watching Any Human Heart... great program. Fantastic abbreviation. For those who don't watch it... c.a.u.c means complete and utter c**t.)
So having ditched X what was my immediate reaction?
What was that I hear you say? Did I enjoy some time of my own in single life?
Of course not...
I started chatting away to a previous booty call... hooked myself up with a night out and buried my head firmly in the sand (no inuendo here) .. 'if I'm not alone I'm not lonely or rejected' well done me!
What's the point in living if you can't make mistakes and have fun once in a while?!
nwis x
PS
I've been trying to convince a male friend of mine to write some entries for you lovely people to read as I think you would enjoy his stories very much! Maybe even comment on his once in a while... (hint hint) I know that he reads my blog so this is a shameless plea.. I know I will suffer for this later... but just give it a go - You can even make up your own nickname!
OFFICIALLY... I have completely and utterly.. finally severed ties with X - I hope!
In my characteristically blunt and intolerant fashion I text X and said.. (and I quote) 'this thing with me and you - I think it's done now. You agree?'
Concise, to the point, hoping for some form of character transformation on his part that would turn him into the man I'm looking for. To noone's suprise the character transformation did not miraculously happen and he responded to tell me that I had issues and that it was like a 'mountain to climb' as we wanted different things out of a relationship.. Hello brick wall, I think we've met.. shall I talk to you some more?! My issue has never been that I want different things, more that I expect to be treated like a human being, not a toy.. clearly X is incapable of recognising when he's being a c.a.u.c (you can tell I've been watching Any Human Heart... great program. Fantastic abbreviation. For those who don't watch it... c.a.u.c means complete and utter c**t.)
So having ditched X what was my immediate reaction?
What was that I hear you say? Did I enjoy some time of my own in single life?
Of course not...
I started chatting away to a previous booty call... hooked myself up with a night out and buried my head firmly in the sand (no inuendo here) .. 'if I'm not alone I'm not lonely or rejected' well done me!
What's the point in living if you can't make mistakes and have fun once in a while?!
nwis x
PS
I've been trying to convince a male friend of mine to write some entries for you lovely people to read as I think you would enjoy his stories very much! Maybe even comment on his once in a while... (hint hint) I know that he reads my blog so this is a shameless plea.. I know I will suffer for this later... but just give it a go - You can even make up your own nickname!
Posted by NWIS Girl. Posted In : Revelations