He loves me... I love him not...
November 19, 2010
So it's been a while since my last post.. and a LOT has happened..
I decided to move on from X and within the space of three days he made a revelation of his own and decided to announce that he was in love with me.. all this coincided with me having a romantic encounter with a nice guy who I thought was in to me.. (in turns out in the end that he either isn't, or he's too lazy to show that he is)
Anyway.. X has decided he thinks he loves me and would like me to forget the past year and willingly be his girlfriend.. however he seems to think that nothing needs to change about his behaviour for me to actually WANT to be his girlfriend. He thinks that just sitting at his house watching films is fine... and that to go for a drink we have to go to old dingy pubs filled with men.. not really what I'm in to.
It seems that now X has finally decided he loves me... I don't want him anymore.. who knew I was so fickle?! I've told him that it's too little too late and yet still I'm tempted... purely down to the fact that at the minute I have noone else.
I thought that I had met a nice guy who wanted to take me out and perhaps it would go somewhere.. but somehow I seem to have come out worse in that situation... which isn't great!
I'm still trying to get X to understand that me and him isn't going to happen - but as yet I've been unsuccessful and he doesn't get where I'm coming from.. even saying 'but you've wanted a boyfriend the whole time' - which incensed me... it's like he never listened to a word I said before.
Is it really too much to want to meet a guy who likes you for who you are and is willing to make an effort too?!
nwis x
I decided to move on from X and within the space of three days he made a revelation of his own and decided to announce that he was in love with me.. all this coincided with me having a romantic encounter with a nice guy who I thought was in to me.. (in turns out in the end that he either isn't, or he's too lazy to show that he is)
Anyway.. X has decided he thinks he loves me and would like me to forget the past year and willingly be his girlfriend.. however he seems to think that nothing needs to change about his behaviour for me to actually WANT to be his girlfriend. He thinks that just sitting at his house watching films is fine... and that to go for a drink we have to go to old dingy pubs filled with men.. not really what I'm in to.
It seems that now X has finally decided he loves me... I don't want him anymore.. who knew I was so fickle?! I've told him that it's too little too late and yet still I'm tempted... purely down to the fact that at the minute I have noone else.
I thought that I had met a nice guy who wanted to take me out and perhaps it would go somewhere.. but somehow I seem to have come out worse in that situation... which isn't great!
I'm still trying to get X to understand that me and him isn't going to happen - but as yet I've been unsuccessful and he doesn't get where I'm coming from.. even saying 'but you've wanted a boyfriend the whole time' - which incensed me... it's like he never listened to a word I said before.
Is it really too much to want to meet a guy who likes you for who you are and is willing to make an effort too?!
nwis x
Posted by NWIS girl. Posted In : Revelations