This post is going to be quite self indulgent.. so if you're feeling intolerant I'd suggest you skip this one and read a funnier entry.

I'm feeling pretty low this week after a bit of an ego bashing and a realisation that I'm actually quite lonely.. and I'd quite like to actually meet a nice guy who'll be around. Knee jerk reaction after having my family around me for the entire weekend and a busy house.. once you're on your own again you really feel lonely..

Anyway.. the ego bruising is what I really wanted to get off my chest. I was meant to be going on a date tomorrow with a guy from the dating website that I am currently on.. He seemed nice (if not a little more mature than my usual type) and we were getting on well, he seemed really keen and then he added me on facebook...

Facebook - the killer of many fledgling relationships..

After adding me on facebook he went silent, and I mean the minute he added me that was it... didn't hear from him again. Today I discovered he has now deleted me on facebook and maintained the silence..

Now I understand that sometimes you look at someone's facebook profile and think that maybe you'd rather not go on a date with them.. but I would at least have thought that any man should at least have the courtesy to be honest with a girl rather than let them spiral into a world of insecurity and doubt about themselves.

I'm on the verge of snapping myself out of this mood - but right now I'm feeling pretty lonely, vulnerable and wounded..

Here's to hoping the next post will be cheerier..

nwis x