I'm tired of this situation with X... it seems I'm just a fan of getting made to feel rubbish.

I've decided that the best course of action is to just not see him anymore, so this evening after getting in from work I called him and told him it wasn't working for me. To be honest I expected some form of a fight from him, or at least some sign that he cared - but no.. typical!

I realise my past few posts have been taken up with X and he just isn't worth it, but seems to be taking over my logical thought processes. Why is it that the only guy I'm dating who doesn't actually care how I feel is the one that I like?! I have to pick the one with the emotional capacity of an amoeba... story of my life.

It's like when I picked a pet rabbit when I was younger... there was the lovely grey fluffy rabbit who was nice and willing to be fussed and stroked.. did I pick that one?! NO...  I picked the small albino crazy rabbit at the back that was running around like a loon and growled whenever you tried to pick it up or give it some cuddles. Sounds like the rabbit version of X come to think of it...

Curiouser and curiouser as the white rabbit once said.. Oh well, off down the rabbit hole I go, maybe the mad hatter will be tall, dark and handsome?! Probably not, but here's hoping!

nwis x